My (albeit slightly delayed) New Year's Resolution
It's to stop being scared.
(Disclaimer: this is going to be an emo-ridden aka shitty post).
I'm not sure when exactly but somewhere along 2006 I became scared of everything - a new relationship, bitchy boss, not doing well at work - the works. And this, for those who don't know me from years past, was a complete turnaround from the girl I used to be. In those pre-major breakup times, I was the man (or woman). Little fazed me and I really didn't give a fuck about anyone's opinion. Yet, today I realise that right now I DO give a fuck and I'm far too hung up on just about everything.
So two days of chilling by myself and I've realised that this is no time for fear. I will now go forth and conquer.
(Disclaimer: this is going to be an emo-ridden aka shitty post).
I'm not sure when exactly but somewhere along 2006 I became scared of everything - a new relationship, bitchy boss, not doing well at work - the works. And this, for those who don't know me from years past, was a complete turnaround from the girl I used to be. In those pre-major breakup times, I was the man (or woman). Little fazed me and I really didn't give a fuck about anyone's opinion. Yet, today I realise that right now I DO give a fuck and I'm far too hung up on just about everything.
So two days of chilling by myself and I've realised that this is no time for fear. I will now go forth and conquer.
posted by fivefeetzero @ 9:43 PM
5 Comments:
At 9:55 PM,
Anonymous said…
in pink panther-esque french accent: zat is vot i haf been saying, you idiot!
i'm really glad, even though this doesn't change things. welcome back, i love you...
At 11:38 PM,
Zaphod said…
We get hurt. We try and play it safe. We can be cocooned off and not take any more chances.
But in the end, I know that's not life, its a dispassionate existence...and you don't seem like the kind of person who is dispassionate...and hopefully will never be!
At 11:16 PM,
Unknown said…
Hi Pretty lady... please moderate your comments... your previous blog entry has a lot of bad spam comments on it.
And though I don't know you all that much... I can tell you this much... you are a lady who is full of "joi de vivre" and will always remain that way...love & luck for the Mid-New Year resolutions ;-)
At 1:59 AM,
Anonymous said…
its all about gettin back up..harder and stronger
ok that didnt come out right but you get the jist
At 11:29 AM,
iz said…
You go girl!
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